Yeah. History is putting it mildly. It's... kinda a long story, I guess, but the short of it is that we've known each other a long time back home and when I arrived here, he was here too and we ended up dating and then he disappeared.
and now he's back and he doesn't remember anything and we got stuck under mistletoe..
About the second question, it.. only matters because if things are gonna happen here, it feels wrong to keep it from him. But I also. I don't want to burden him with knowing it too.
Personally, it sounds all too troublesome to me. I stay away from things that are complicated. So my suggestion would be to work through that before anything else.
Mm... I'll give that some thought. Thanks, Cale. I know this isn't really the kind of relationship we have, but.. I'm glad I messaged you all the same.
I'd do more than just give it some thought. We might not have the sort of relationship where we exchange these sort of things - Which means that the other person is more deserving of your internal conflict than I am. Give that one some thought.
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That sounds pretty innocent in comparison to what you could've done.
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[ He's halfway through the text when he realizes to whom he is writing, and he halts in his tracks. ]
Ah. Fuck, I'm sorry.
I thought I was messaging someone else.
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No, you don't have to.. I mean, I'm sorry. It was rude to say it like that.
It's just.. kind of a long story, I guess.
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It's that you kissed someone you have a history with.
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It's... kinda a long story, I guess, but the short of it is that we've known each other a long time back home
and when I arrived here, he was here too and we ended up dating
and then he disappeared.
and now he's back and he doesn't remember anything and we got stuck under mistletoe..
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Were the feelings there prior to your arrival?
Does it really matter if he remembers or not if the feelings are mutual?
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The first question is complicated.
...The second question is also complicated.
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About the second question, it.. only matters because if things are gonna happen here, it feels wrong to keep it from him.
But I also. I don't want to burden him with knowing it too.
He's... difficult.
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I stay away from things that are complicated.
So my suggestion would be to work through that before anything else.
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I don't understand. The complication?
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Work through whatever the complications are.
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Thanks, Cale. I know this isn't really the kind of relationship we have, but.. I'm glad I messaged you all the same.
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We might not have the sort of relationship where we exchange these sort of things -
Which means that the other person is more deserving of your internal conflict than I am.
Give that one some thought.